Deathrow - A Virus Called Happiness
I love the title of this song. It means really much to me.
For people who could never see it, happiness is just a problem. Since when I understood that it’s just an illusion, I don’t even want it anymore.
When you get used to pain, you are just fine with it. Somehow, you find your stability with this pain. And then, happiness represents a threat to this stability, since it gives you the illusion that you can feel better. But still, you cannot reach it, so you go back to your suffering.
Going back and forth it’s just more painful, a pain that you cannot bear. That’s why it’s better to remain with the kind of pain you can handle.